The Sh*t Never Stops....

So in the past few weeks I have learned a few things. People who I thought were my friends in high school were not. People I treated in a polite, civil manner are talking behind my back and pointing fingers. What cause people to do this? I don't really get it. Especially since I had nothing to do with anything that I am being accused of. I love rumors... *sarcasm*. I think it is said somewhere that you are no-one unless you are being talked about. In some manner that has to be true... but I would prefer that my name be dropped from the conversation. I should be flattered though that I am still even brought up. I guess that means they remember me in some way.

Huh.

I think being a part of a high school drama department can seriously mess people up for life. Some people walk away from the experience with their confidence crushed up by all the fierce compeition going while other pratically float away on their over-inflated egos only to have that bubble popped by someone out in the real world. Sure there are those who exist in that inbetween space. I would count myself as one of those inbetween people. I am sure however that there are others who would say that I turned in to someone floating away. But I don't feel like that....

Anyways, back to my original point which was that I want people to stop talking smack before they get smacked. Er... something like that. I just want to move on and forget about everything that happened and focus myself on what is going to happen. Wait. My real main point in staying up late to type my thoughts out was... how annoyed I am at how two-faced people are. Yes, I have talked about people before behind their backs. I am not a saint. BUT... lately people are increasingly talking behind mine. Perhaps it is because they don't think I will heard about it. Hmm... I actaully hadn't thought about that before. That does make sense.... Anywho, I am tired of dealing with two-faced friends. I've had them since elementary and I suppose that will just carry on through life... I am just tired of it though. It is just... Ugh...
It is late.. I need sleep.