The Sh*t Never Stops....

So in the past few weeks I have learned a few things. People who I thought were my friends in high school were not. People I treated in a polite, civil manner are talking behind my back and pointing fingers. What cause people to do this? I don't really get it. Especially since I had nothing to do with anything that I am being accused of. I love rumors... *sarcasm*. I think it is said somewhere that you are no-one unless you are being talked about. In some manner that has to be true... but I would prefer that my name be dropped from the conversation. I should be flattered though that I am still even brought up. I guess that means they remember me in some way.

Huh.

I think being a part of a high school drama department can seriously mess people up for life. Some people walk away from the experience with their confidence crushed up by all the fierce compeition going while other pratically float away on their over-inflated egos only to have that bubble popped by someone out in the real world. Sure there are those who exist in that inbetween space. I would count myself as one of those inbetween people. I am sure however that there are others who would say that I turned in to someone floating away. But I don't feel like that....

Anyways, back to my original point which was that I want people to stop talking smack before they get smacked. Er... something like that. I just want to move on and forget about everything that happened and focus myself on what is going to happen. Wait. My real main point in staying up late to type my thoughts out was... how annoyed I am at how two-faced people are. Yes, I have talked about people before behind their backs. I am not a saint. BUT... lately people are increasingly talking behind mine. Perhaps it is because they don't think I will heard about it. Hmm... I actaully hadn't thought about that before. That does make sense.... Anywho, I am tired of dealing with two-faced friends. I've had them since elementary and I suppose that will just carry on through life... I am just tired of it though. It is just... Ugh...
It is late.. I need sleep.

Ages Old Artwork

"Totem Guardian: The Wolf"

"Jealous & Heartbroken"

"Green With Envy"

"Boredom Grows"

"Erik The Phantom"

Note: Most of these are just sketches but a couple of them are from art in my senior year of high school.

No day but today!

I AM GOING TO SEE THE NATIONAL TOUR OF RENT TONIGHT! I thought I should share that as I am nearly jumping out of my skin with excitement. I can't wait. :D :D

Starting Anew.

All the posts previous to this one are from my old myspace account. I figured it would be best to add them here as I didn't want to just delete them forever. Blogging is just like a jounral and I love to write down anything I think of. This one will serve as a place for me to do just that. I will try to post some art work that I do during the year and maybe put some of the stuff that I have done. Most of it is work from art class in senior year, doodles from notebooks and sketchs along with assignments from my college courses. I am not skilled in the art of computer programs so everything will be in traditional mediums until I learn how to do that.

Without further ado, I will try to pick up where I last left off in my previous blog... Or at least cover what has happened since then...

It has been several months since I last wrote anything. I blame it on being in college. I love going to CCOTA. It is such a great enviroment to be in. I know there are many others that would disagree with me, but I love being there. Seattle is a great (weird) city filled with so much to do and explore. My freshman year is now done with and I know there is tons of stuff that I have yet to see in the city. I've lived so close all my life, but somehow I barely know anything about the Emerald City.

In other news, Jon and I have been together for over a year now. It has been the best year of my life. He is my best friend. I know I can trust him with anything and everything. Most people say to leave your relationship behind when you go to college. There is no way I would have gotten through the year without him by side. On the most stressful day, he was there with a hug and a kiss to make me feel so much better. Sounds cliche I know, but I have no idea what I would do if he was not in my life at this very moment.

As for my social life... it doesn't exist. Maybe it will during this summer, but during the school year... I had no life outside class and going home. 2 hour bus rides don't really give alot of time to hang out with classmates. Speaking of the metro, I wish sometimes people were more aware of the world around. No one wants to hear about someone else's jail experiences or std-laced adventures ending in pregancy. And just because one sits in the back of the bus, doesn't not mean the front of the bus can't hear you. In fact, the back echoes. So.. please. Shut up. Ugh...