Wednesday, June 30, 2010

On being mad.

Why isn't when you get really mad you think of the worse things that you can do to piss the other person off? Or to get back at them? Not that I have ever followed through on it, ever. It is just that my brain comes up with these ideas that are kind of truly terrible ideas. Of people to get a hold of or of things that I could do. Both of which lead easily to consequences that I don't want, but in anger... the instant gratification of getting back at the person that I am mad with is so incredibly tempting. :P

Not that I am mad. Just annoyed. Which still leads me to the same sort of thoughts. Stupid brain. Stop being stupid. Please.

Friday, June 18, 2010

Toy Story 3

So here I sit with a kitten curled up on one arm and a slightly tired mind... thinking back to 15 years ago when a movie called Toy Story was released. I remember seeing the bright blue cloud wallpaper and Andy. His toys and the adventure that ensued after his birthday party. Toy Story 3 was released today and I realized how alike everyone's college journey is. Anyways....



Disney|Pixar's magic strikes again with this third (and last) installment of Toy Story. I don't wanna say too much because today was opening day. But all you need to know is this. It is easily as good if not better than the other two installments. The animation has the same feel but looks incredible. I really wanted to snug a certain over sized gray Japanese character that waddles around in the background of quite a few scenes. :D The end is beautiful, and made me want to cry. (Ok, ok... I cried. A lot.) I am not sure if it is because I grew up with these characters that there was a strong emotional attachment to them... Go see it. It is worth the full price of the ticket. The 2-D version was gorgeous, can't say anything for the 3-d though. Haven't seen it.

Just go!

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Communication

Is lacking this weekend. Not sure if I ought to be concerned or angry that my darling boyfriend hasn't contacted me all weekend. I know he is moving and all but it doesn't mean he can't take five minutes and call me. :/

Friday, June 11, 2010

Insomnia....

I can't sleep tonight. I dunno why.

And it is also the first night it has been excessively noisy in the city. Go figure.

Sunday, June 6, 2010

The Best Laid Plans...

Don't always work out. So that is why I try not to make them. A thought for the moment.

Finally moved. It is strange. Kind of lonely. I haven't a day to myself really yet cause of work, going on a basically free date, and subsequent food poisoning. But now sitting here, I get this feeling of being the only person in the building. I only run in to a few other tenants on rare occasions. I might see some more tonight if I decide to do some laundry tonight like I ought to do. I miss my cat. I miss having people around that I know well even if we didn't talk all the time. It hasn't even been a week yet. I am not feeling homesick, I know what that feels like.

I meant to go to my parents' church one last time before I vamoosed off to the Emerald City like Dorothy. Maybe attempt to yank a few old walls down before tipping my hat good-bye. That sort of thing. Not to start anything. Only to leave something of a subtle reminder. Maybe I will drop by before classes start in the the fall. In that down time between when work ends and they start. I dunno. I still have that temptation to just send a hey or hi to the Chorus Girl. But I am not sure what would come of it nor am I sure that I want to know. The previous olive branch was taken, inspected then tossed over the trench-coated shoulder of the German with a guarded, defensive manner. More than I was expecting from it, but not what I had entirely wished for. Like I said before, if they don't want to talk, you can't really make them.

I started writing this with something else in mind, but now I have completely forgotten what it had been. Hmmm. Oh. In other, much less serious, news! I have rediscovered my love for fanfiction as nerdy as that sounds. I might even pick up working on my own original work that I started in like ninth grade, which was originally based on a sort of weird paranormal thing or at least that was the intention in my mind. After reading it again a few weeks ago, it is more Alice in Wonderland than anything. So I am going to go down that path with it and see what happens. Pretty sure I am going to make Wonderland something different than the Carroll version or the versions that I have seen of it. Might even pull in some Labyrinth influences if I can manage it.

I need to stop procrastinating and go start in on some laundry. I am so good at being distracted.