For the summer, for the summer...

SO! Kind of big news/a test to see who reads this crazy rant of a blog.. ready for it?

I AM MOVING OUT! Finally. It is a huge step, but I am managing to do it in a tiny baby step way. CCoA has opened their dorms for summer residency and I am going to be moving in on June 1st, I believe. It will be a new experience for me. Yes, there are rules and such but it is going to be so much different from living with my family. Hopefully less stressful. I also will be living there for the next academic year. After that, I am planning on finding an apartment with someone if all goes well. It sort of depends on if I can find a good enough internship here in Washington. I may have to go out of state for it, which to be honest I am not sure how I feel about that.

Moving to Seattle also means being able to get a job which I am doing a rather rigorous job hunt tomorrow on foot. I have filled out about eight applications already but it can't hurt to look for about ten more, right? I am going to look at some retail types places and such. It is going to be such a crazy transition. :P

Other news, my costume is coming along slowly... And by slowly, not at all. I have my chemise done and my corset was cut out. I am sewing on it slowly. :/ I have about three weeks left to finish this beast. I am not sure that it is going to happen. :\ Which makes me really sad. All of my projects are consuming my life and it just sucks so much. If i think about it, there isn't a lot but it is the fact that I have to time to do it in.

My emo posts are just... There are parts of my past that are kind of left wide open that I have to deal with. Like now. Which I am going to do now.

A Letter

How do I even start to write? I know what I need to say, but how do I even begin to say it? It is probably not even worth doing at this point...