Friday, March 26, 2010
Monday, March 15, 2010
In a cage...
It feels like everything is so pent up inside me.
This is more frustrating than it ought to be.
The walls are going to burst soon,
letting out all the emotion like a monsoon.
So... I need someone to talk to. Or just an hour to rant to someone. My fears and doubts are rising, becoming overwhelming. My body is suffering from the stress it can not bear.
This is more frustrating than it ought to be.
The walls are going to burst soon,
letting out all the emotion like a monsoon.
So... I need someone to talk to. Or just an hour to rant to someone. My fears and doubts are rising, becoming overwhelming. My body is suffering from the stress it can not bear.
Thursday, March 11, 2010
On trying and just flat-out failing....
So.. I try to do stuff on my own so that I don't have to inconvenience anyone but somehow I always end up with someone incredibly pissed off at me. Kind of tired of it.
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
A Life Update
Sooo... I suppose I should update my blog quickly. School is going well, nothing really to complain about there. Me and a few other Costume Designers are doing this historical Disney princess project. Here is my sketch and idea for Belle.
It is a lot of work. I am currently going to start in on the chemise, corset and petticoat. I am aiming to get that all done over Spring Break as well as start work on the bodice of the gown. I feel like that is the part that is going to be hell, but if it all works out.. It could be really gorgeous. The entire thing has to be finished by early May so I have two months to bust this out among all the other things I have to do. Pray for me. Haha. Seriously though...
Otherwise, I had a run in with someone from my past on the bus a few weeks back. He asked me a question, that to be honest, I expected the instant that he sat near me. I responded in my typical "I-am-trying-really-to-be-nice" fashion and ended up saying that I would contact an certain individual. Now my issue is this, I feel bad for saying that I would even though I have no intention of doing so. Part of me feels like I should send something even if it is just "I don't give a flying eff" but I am not sure how to go about composing something such as this in a way that won't start up all that unwanted/unneeded drama once again. At the moment, all I can think to do is act if that encounter had never happened and just hope that another one doesn't occur on the bus. That course of action requires me to be on top of my shit in the morning though, which is so difficult when I have a comfy bed. Oh well.
It is a lot of work. I am currently going to start in on the chemise, corset and petticoat. I am aiming to get that all done over Spring Break as well as start work on the bodice of the gown. I feel like that is the part that is going to be hell, but if it all works out.. It could be really gorgeous. The entire thing has to be finished by early May so I have two months to bust this out among all the other things I have to do. Pray for me. Haha. Seriously though...
Otherwise, I had a run in with someone from my past on the bus a few weeks back. He asked me a question, that to be honest, I expected the instant that he sat near me. I responded in my typical "I-am-trying-really-to-be-nice" fashion and ended up saying that I would contact an certain individual. Now my issue is this, I feel bad for saying that I would even though I have no intention of doing so. Part of me feels like I should send something even if it is just "I don't give a flying eff" but I am not sure how to go about composing something such as this in a way that won't start up all that unwanted/unneeded drama once again. At the moment, all I can think to do is act if that encounter had never happened and just hope that another one doesn't occur on the bus. That course of action requires me to be on top of my shit in the morning though, which is so difficult when I have a comfy bed. Oh well.
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