The Beautiful Lady Of Kentwood.

In the small country of Washington, there is a small village called Kentwood. Its townsfolk were generally normal people with their ups and their downs. They went about their lives, working at their jobs. There was nothing truly special about this place. An old castle rested above the town, on a hill, overseeing everything.

Relatives of the ruler of Washington were lived there. Never bothering the people. There was a young daughter in this family. A lovely red-headed girl. small and petite. She loved to paint and draw, and dreamed of having a pet rainbow. Her family thought this a bit strange for a princess. They tried to get her into princess things like fancy dresses and gossip of the royal court.

Lady Jennise, that was her name, had no use for such things. She was more interested in learning about the myths that surrounding the forest that engulfed the village. Some said that fair folk lived among the old trees. Elves. Beautiful and elegant. They could pass for human if not for their oddly ears and fairly pale skin. Lady Jennise would spend hours wandering the forest with her closet bodyguard, Erik. The pair would wander around with Jennise looking for the elves. Erik allowed it because... well, he was in love with the beautiful Lady of Kentwood.

One day, Erik fell ill. Jennise forced him to stay home, promising not to go out. Of course, there would not be much of a story if she had stayed in her chambers to paint things or dream of her future pet rainbow. The young lady ran from the castle, out in to the forest. The trees were softly light in the fading light of the sun. It was that time of day when the sun was dying that everything was lit with a soft golden light. Twilight. There was something truly magical about it. Fireflies flew up from the underbrush, lighting up here and there. Like little faries. Jennise giggle to herself, then paused.

A Bereth thar Ennui Aeair!
Calad ammen i reniar
Mi 'aladhremmin ennorath.
A Elbereth Gilthoniel
i chin a thul lin miriel...

Someone was singing. A male, prehaps. In language she did not know of or understand. The lady headed toward it but everytime she came closer... It would dart away, deeper into the forest. Finally the voice stopped. Jennise looked around. She was in a big open field filled with wildflowers. It had also grown dark. The fireflies were the only light now.

This was a bad idea, she scolded herself. She had promised the sick Erik not to do anything stupid. Suddenly a larger light caught her eye. Not a light. More like a glow. Jennise walked towards it, then stopped. A young man with white blonde hair tied back stood, watching her through the dark. He smiled at her. An elf.

The man laughed. Jennise realize she must have spoken aloud. She blushed in the dark. "Forgive me, sir... I have forgotten my manners. I'm -"

"You are Jennise, Lady of Kentwood. I know who you are. And you know who I am" She furrowed her brow. What was he talking about?

"No.... I..." He looked familar. "Erik?!" The man nodded. "What?"

"You never wondered why I demanded we go back back to the castle before sundown? I wanted to keep this my heritage a secret." Jennise knew she ought to be angry, but was happy all the same. She ran to him, throwing her arms around him. That was the night that Jennise got her first elfish kiss.

The pair kept their love a secret until her 23rd birthday when she learned of her arranged marriage to some prince. Erik arranged for her disapperance and the two ran from Kentwood castle into the forest. The royal family searched for a time, but sadly came to the decision that she was gone forever.

Erik took Jennise to his home. The elf city of Uropea. His father, the Elf King, gave his blessing to the two. They were married. As a wedding gift, Jennise was given the gift of immortality. It was as they say... Happily ever after.



It is said that even today one can see the fair, red-headed elf princess flitting about the modern day town of Kentwood. She is still happy as ever.

[This is in response to the following story written]

lady madison and the fairies
in the year of 1789, the age of believing in fairies was on its way to myths. spain was close to dis-believing, until a lovely lady by the name of madison decided fairies were one thing her and spain could not loose.
in the begining, she tried capturing fairies in jars and releasing them into a greenhouse. it took a lot of effort to keep them all in order, and after a few rude neighbors found out about it and tried ruining her idea, she had to find a safer way of saving these creatures.
she then tried keeping them in a small forest by the wells that were used as a water resource, but the creatures of the wood also disagreed with these shimmery colorful gay creatures, and made a sport of throwing them down the wells.
on her last nerve, she ran out of her house, cursing the world and accidently hitting a few fairies. once she calmed down, she noticed a fairy that was hiding, and though she felt bad, it made her incredibly happy. this fairy, out of shock and fear, hid inside of a tiger lily, safe from lady madisons anger. this pleased madison, because the fairies could happily rest and reside in the flowers, then sneak out for daily needs.
this worked for many years, but one evening a fairy was caught sneaking back to it's residence, a rose, and a young writer decided to expand on it, thus the story of thumbleina was born.
many years have passed, but the fairies remain at home in these natural works of art. due to evolution, fairys have shrank in size, but still carry the same shimer and rainbow color, along with trickery and jokes. madison, loved by the fairies and their close ansestors, was made imortal, and now lives undercover in an unknown city in washington. the fairies still visit and bare gifts.




Currently listening:
The Lord Of The Rings: Fellowship Of The Ring (The Complete Recordings)
By Howard Shore
Release date: 13 December, 2005

There Is A Part I Can’t Tell... [Spring Awakening]

All That's Known

All that's known
In History, in Science
Overthrown
At school, at home, by blind men

You doubt them,
And soon they bark and hound you
Till everything you say is just another bad about you

All they say
Is "Trust in what is written"
Wars are made
And somehow that is wisdom

Thought is suspect
And money is their idol
And nothing is okay unless it's scripted in their Bible

But I know
There's so much more to find
Just in looking through myself, and not at them

Still, I know
To trust my own true mind
And to say there's a way through this

On I go
To wonder and to learning
Name the stars and know their dark returning

I'm calling
To know the world's true yearning
The hunger that a child feels for everything they're shown

You watch me
Just watch me
I'm calling
And one day all will know

You watch me
Just watch me
I'm calling
And one day all will know

The Dark I Know Well

MARTHA
There is a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well

You say, "Time for bed now child,"
Mom just smiles that smile
Just like she never saw me
Just like she never saw me

So, I leave, wanting to hide
Knowing deep inside
You are coming to me
You are coming to me

You say all you want is just a kiss goodnight
And then you hold me and you whisper,
"Child, the Lord won't mind.
It's just you and me.
Child, you're a beauty.

"God, it's good – the lovin' – ain't it good tonight?
You ain't seen nothing yet – gonna treat you right.
It's just you and me
Child you're a beauty."

ILSE
I don't scream, though I know it's wrong
I just play along
I lie there and breathe
Lie there and breathe

I wanna be strong
I want the world to find out
That you're dreamin' on me
Me and my "beauty"
Me and my "beauty"

BOTH
You say all you want is just a kiss goodnight
And then you hold me and you whisper,
"Child, the Lord won't mind.
It's just you and me.
Child, you're a beauty.

"God, it's good – the lovin' – ain't it good tonight?
You ain't seen nothing yet – gonna treat you right.
It's just you and me
Child you're a beauty."

There is a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well

There is a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well

There is a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well

There is a part I can't tell
About the dark I know well


My Junk

[WENDLA]
In the midst of this nothing. This miss of a life.
Still there's this wanting to see you go by.

[MARTHA]
It's almost like lovin'. Sad as that is.

[THEA]
May not be cool, but it's so where I live.

[ANNA]
It's like I'm your lover or more like your ghost.
I spend the day wondering what you do, where you go.

[THEA]
I try and just kick it but what can I do.
We've all got our junk, and my junk is you.

[ALL GIRLS]
See us, winter walking after a storm.
It's chill in the wind but it's warm in your arms.
The stop all snow line, may not be true.
We've all got our junk, and my junk is you.

[GEORG]
Well, you'll have to excuse me, I know it's so off.
I love when you do stuff that's rude and so wrong.

[HANSCHEN]
I go up to my room, turn the stereo on…
Shoot up some you, and the you is some song.

[ANNA]
I lie back just driftin' and play out these scenes
I ride on the rush of all the hopes and the dreams.

[THEA]
I May be neglecting the things I should do.
But we've all got our junk, and my junk is you.

[ALL]
See we still keep talkin' after you're gone.
You still with me then feels so good in my arms.
They say you go blind, maybe it's true.
We've all got our junk, and my junk is you.

It's like we stop time. What can I do?
We've all got our junk, and my junk is you.
My junk is you.
My junk is you.
You. You. You.


The Bitch Of Living

MORITZ
God, I dreamed there was an angel
Who could hear me through the wall
As I cried out, like, in Latin "This is so not life at all
Help me out, out of this nightmare."
Then I heard her silver call
She said, "Just give it time, kid. I come to one and all."

She said, "Give me that hand, please, and the itch you can't control.
Let me teach you how to handle all the sadness in your soul.
Oh, we'll work that silver magic,
Then we'll aim it all the wall."
She said, "Love may make you blind, kid, but I wouldn't mind at all."

ALL
It's the bitch of living

OTTO
The bitch, just the bitch

ALL
With nothing but your hand

OTTO
Just the bitch, yeah

ALL
Just the bitch of living
As someone you can't stand

GEORG
See, each night it's, like, fantastic
Tossing, turning without rest
'Cause my days at the piano
With my teacher and her breasts
And the music's, like, the one thing
I can't even get at all
And those breasts!
I mean, God, please, just let those apples fall

ALL
It's the bitch of living

OTTO
The bitch!

ALL
With nothing going on, nothing going on
Just the bitch of living
Asking: What went wrong?
Do they think we want this?
Oh, who knows!

ERNST
See, there's showering in gym class

HANSCHEN
Bobby Maler, he's the best
Look so nasty in those khakis

ERNST
God, my whole life's like some test

OTTO
Then there's Marianna Wheelan
As if she'd return my call

HANSCHEN
It's like, just kiss some ass, man
Then you can screw 'em all

MELCHIOR
It's the bitch of living
And living in your head
It's the bitch of living
And sensing God is dead

ALL
It's the bitch of living
And trying to get ahead
It's the bitch of living
Just getting out of bed
It's the bitch of living
And getting what you get
It's the bitch of living

MELCHIOR
And knowing this is it

ALL
God, is this it?
This can't be it
Oh God, what a bitch!





In love with this musical..



Amazing. Simply Put.

Currently listening:
Spring Awakening (2006 Original Broadway Cast)
By Duncan Sheik
Release date: 12 December, 2006

What I Really Meant Was...

You said that you were sorry.

I froze up.

It was unexpected. You caught me off gaurd.

There was something I wanted to say....

No way in hell do I accept your apology. You never accepted any of mine so why should I do otherwise?

Plus... What you did... or more like, what you let happen was completely unforgivable.

You should realize that.

Everyone else does.

But I do feel for you and what happened on Sunday is terrible. Losing someone is always difficult.

But however....



















It isn't ok.

Currently watching:
Disturbia (Full Screen Edition)
Release date: 07 August, 2007

What The Hell? You have to be joking me...

Saw IV?

I am so not amused. Looking through lists of movies to be appearing soon in movie theaters. What should I find? Freaking Saw Four? To be honest, the first three were completely unneeded hours of films. This is what the plot is said to be...

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"Jigsaw and his apprentice Amanda are dead. Now, upon the news of Detective Kerry's murder, two seasoned FBI profilers, Agent Strahm and Agent Perez, arrive in the terrified community to assist the veteran Detective Hoffman in sifting through Jigsaw's latest grizzly remains and piecing together the puzzle. However, when SWAT Commander Rigg is abducted and thrust into a game, the last officer untouched by Jigsaw has but ninety minutes to overcome a series of demented traps and save an old friend or face the deadly consequences."

Isn't this pretty much all the same thing as the others?

Currently watching:
Mel Gibson’s Apocalypto (Widescreen Edition)
Release date: 22 May, 2007

Christians are the worst kind of people...

Now, before I get my head chewed off. Let me explain what I mean when I say that we Christians are the worst kind of people at times. We are the biggest hypocrites and I can understand why many refuse to go to chruch.

More and more I am finding that many of my fellow Christians have a extremely difficult time live the life path that Jesus laid out for us. He never said it was going to be easy, but many just go to church cause... well, their parents go or went. It had become this social thing in which I find myself tired of. Here are some reasons...

He said turn the other cheek when you are hit; we claw and rip each other apart in revenage for sometimes the smallest of things.

He said be as brothers and sisters, accepting all; even in the church, we find cliques and groups who struggle for power. Alienating each other.

He said make believers of all nations, baptizing them in his name; we turn away or look down on people who don't look, act or think like us.

He said all of these things and more so that we may be his childern in a world that we do not belong to.

Jason Harper, a speaker at the LCMS National Youth Gathering in Orlando, said this.. "The church has this conception that to be a part of the church, we must behave, believe, then belong. NO! Jesus meant it to be as such. First, you belong, then you behave... and finally you become". Mr. Harper puts it so well. I see it alot at church. It makes me sometimes not want to go, but I have to work past that if I ever expect it to get any better.

Now time for some personal thought that has been floating around my brain since we landed back home.

I belonged to Peace Lutheran Church. I'm not ashamed to admit that I have struggle with my faith ever since I started going. I went cause I wanted to make new friends. Not because my parents made me or I wanted to worship. I was looking for some people to hang out with cause at the time... I didn't have very many friends. I have thought that all this time... I would never be good enough for him.

But now.



I belong to Jesus, not to the church... for the world in its ways has corrupted it.



I belong only to my savior, the one who the Romans beat and murdered. I'm started to behave more like how he wants me to. I have turn my cheek so many times in the past few days, despite wanting to lash out. No longer am I so concerned with finding the love of my life in HIGH SCHOOL. Christine, Jennise, Kayla, the entire Greasepaint Cast, and those who I met in Florida showed me something.

Friends supply all the love that I need I will ever need.

Not only them but my family. I am getting along with my parents quite well. My brothers... that is going to take sometime and so patience on my part, but I know before I leave... We will be friends again. Me and my mom don't argue any more. I understand where she comes from, why she is the way she is... and I love her all the more for it. I know that I don't say it enough but she has been and always will be my closest friend. My dad is my buddy. I'm his little girl. We are working on our relationship as a father and daughter can.

I know there are some out there who think that I am in no way a christian, and use it as a mask. I ask them to forgive me for what ever I have done to them to make them believe I deserve to burn in hell. I am truly sorry and regret that you have come to think this about me. I ask them as fellow Christians, as brothers and sisters in Christ, to let go of the hurt and move on.

Most people tell me I am one of the nicest people they ever met. I've been told by friends that I hace this amazing ability to waltz into a room and instantly become the life of the party. Lately, a lot of things weighed me down. Stopped me from being that happy, bubbly young woman who had a burning passion to help others in need.

No more.

I'm not going to let the things of the world to do that to me.

I know I am fearfully and wonderfully made.

I know God has a plan for my life. Just need to let is happen.

I want to travel the world, be it with the clothes in a backpack and a bible in one hand. Maybe five.

I am beautiful, strong, and loved beyond all imagination

And no one can tell me otherwise.

Currently reading:
NIV Holy Bible, Textbook Edition
By Zondervan
Release date: 01 July, 1984

I am You-Know-who, so lets go you-know-where and do you-know-what...

A completely corny pick up line thanks to the wonderful wizarding world of Harry Potter. Thought it was mildly funny. As is 'Ferrets die if they don't mate, so if you think about it... you are actually saving a life'. Bad boy Malfoy.

So... Like the nerd I am, I went to a book release party. It was fun, mostly because of the looks I was getting from people. I was in full costume, and playing the part of a slytherin girl. LOADS of fun. The best part was me and my fellow Ferrites (lol) went up to this guy dressed as Lucius Malfoy.

"Aren't you... like... a Death Eater?"
"Yes" (In a very good snobby Malfoy drawl)
"Well, do you have one of these?" *Stick arms out to reveal dark marks*

He didn't come up with an answer very quickly. Which made me laugh, but stayed in character which was cool. That had to be the best part. Being in character. So fun fun.

Argh. This is toture. I want to read the book, but Michelle and Shelby made me stop because I read waaay too fast. Perhaps I can sneak back to my book. Hmmm....

Currently reading:
Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows (Book 7)
By J. K. Rowling
Release date: 21 July, 2007

The World is Not Divided in to Good People and Death Eaters.... No.

Heh. A very good line from the Order of the Pheoniz. Saw it again last night.

Liked a little more than before. Somethings that I noticed...

1)Draco in almost every school shot. He is mostly hanging around in the background. More than the other movies.

2) Draco's name on the Black family tree. Really hard to see because the camera shows it once and if you aren't looking for it, you won't see it.

3) The frame that Kreacher was polishing as Harry goes up the stairs in Grimuand Place is talking. That would be Mistress Black. I was wondering if they had completely left her out but I found her. Yay for me.

4) Ginny throws several looks at Harry and Cho. Very interesting. Hmm... Forshadowing for number six, I do hope. ^^

Currently watching:
Harry Potter Years 1-4 (Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone / Chamber of Secrets / Prisoner of Azkaban / Goblet of Fire) (Widescreen Edition)
Release date: 07 March, 2006

Good Ol' fashioned Closure

http://www.nytimes.com/2007/07/18/books/19pottercnd.html?pagewanted=2&_r=1



An interesting article from the New York Times on the Seventh Harry Potter book... Read it. Has a few hints as to what is going to be found in the book.

Currently reading:
Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows (Book 7)
By J. K. Rowling
Release date: 21 July, 2007

Without love, life is rock and roll without a drummer...

Got back from the preimere of Hairspray. All I have to say is....







WOW!!





So... It was so fun. Me and Shelby were dancing in out seats, singing, cheering and clapping. It was great. Yay for Zac who can actually sing. Surprise to me. I thought he couldn't. I was worried when I heard he had been casted as Link who I saw as more of an Elvis look-a-like (he was in the original movie). But man, did Zac pull it off. What a total cutie.

I could have been Tracy! Nikki though was adorable and totally perfect for the part. Although... her thank you video before the movie was... well... Sad. She needed to look at the camera and not the tele-prompter. Oh well. Such is life I guess. The other actors were good as well. Amanda Bynes was the CUTEST Penny!

EVERYONE NEEDS TO GO SEE IT! It is definitely the Grease for this generation... Woot.

Currently listening:
Hairspray (Soundtrack to the Motion Picture)
By Marc Shaiman
Release date: 10 July, 2007

Looking Up.

Things have just gotten much better.

All I have to say is that I love the movies. Yay.

Oh by the way Euro-Kids, 'member that monkey I left somewhere in France? It made its way back to me. My mom threw it at me this afternoon. No clue. Maybe she bought a new one?

Currently reading:
Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix (Book 5)
By J.K. Rowling
Release date: 21 June, 2003

We are here. We are waiting.

TRANSFORMERS Review.

So I have seen this movie twice in one week, cause it is just that amazing. I had high expectations going to see it and they were met beyond what I thought possible. After reading other people's reviews, there seems to be a general thought process. Transformers is easily the best summer movie of 2007.

The bots themselves were so cool. The CGI work was almost flawless, and realistic to a point that I was half-expecting a car to transform on the way home from the movie. Tons of good bot fighting actions throughout the film. Laughs are sure to be found in subtle little things like background action or props such as the air freshener in Bumblebee. The acting was well-done. Kudos to the actors including current Hollywood It-Guy, Shia LaBeouf. He did a great job as always. Lots of fun to watch him interact with Bumblebee. It must have been a good time working on that set.

Speaking of the cars, Bumblebee is a 1974 Chevrolet Camaro and reforms into the new 2008 concept Camaro. That concept Camero is HOT! I love that car. Oh my, oh my. I want to watch the movie again just to see that car. Werid of me, I know. The other cars aren't too bad either. Jazz is a modified Solstice. Prime is a Peterbilt 379 semi. Rachet is a majorly modified H3, and I still don't know what Ironhide is. Some sort of Chevy truck.

The soundtrack for the movie is kick butt too. Mutemath, Smashing Pumpkins, Linkin Park, The Goo Goo Dolls and many more. Good music. ^^ Not going to say much more as to not spoil the movie. I really hope they plan on filming another. They have to. You will see what I mean if you stay a little while during the credits.

My favorite line in the whole thing:

- In fifty years, do you want to be able to look back and say you had the guts to get in the car?


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Interesting....

~ The Decepticon Soundwave was originally in the script, but was replaced with Blackout (who had originally been named Vortex, and later Incinerator). He is to appear in the film's sequel.

~ Producer/writer Tom DeSanto originally intended eight Transformers on each side to appear in the film; the Autobots would comprise Optimus Prime, Ironhide, Jazz, Prowl, Ratchet, Wheeljack and Bumblebee; and the Decepticons to comprise Megatron, Starscream, Soundwave, Ravage, Laserbeak, Rumble, Skywarp and Shockwave. In the event, only seven of those Transformers (five Autobots and two Decepticons) made it into the film.This was a deliberate move by the writers to emphasize the Autobots' teamwork, and the threat the Decepticons pose to the world.




THERE HAS TO BE ANOTHER MOVIE


Currently listening:
Transformers: The Movie
By Various Artists
Release date: 03 July, 2007

Rehab...

I think I ought to put myself there.

Might straighten my mind out some more. Thoughts are much too jumbled...

On another random note, I am thinking about chopping off my hair and dying it. I dunno. Any opinions out there?

Currently listening:
Back to Black
By Amy Winehouse
Release date: 13 March, 2007


3:59 PM

Mother and Father are fighting again...

Hee. I love Peter Pan! Jeremy is such a cutie. And Hook kicks butt. For an adult anyways.

Shelby made my stomach muscles burn. Thanks alot. But I am gonna do that work out again. Felt good.

Now off to Kohls with us. Oh the fun we shall have.

Currently watching:
Peter Pan (2-Disc Platinum Edition)
Release date: 06 March, 2007

What the Crap?

Why is everyone gone off to random places?

Makes it very hard to talk to peeps...

But on the brighter side of things, I finally got book 6 of the Undead series. Oh the fun I will have.

I love Sinclair. ^^ *drool*

Currently reading:
Undead and Uneasy (Queen Betsy, Book 6)
By MaryJanice Davidson
Release date: 05 June, 2007


10:29 PM

So... I am officially an R-Tard.

I am one of the few people I know who can manage to fall up the stairs and hit their forehead.

My head hurts.

I think I am going to have a bit of a lay-down now.

Currently watching:
Peter Pan (Widescreen Edition)
Release date: 04 May, 2004

Summer Boredom

Meh...

Summer...

I am bored. But in other news, we got the WII! Yay for us. It is fun to play but my attention span is damaged thanks to lack of social interaction.

Currently playing:
Mario Party 8
Release date: 29 May, 2007

OH MY GOD!! ZAC EFRON!

I AM GOING TO SEE HAIRSPRAY AT THE FIFTH ANVENUE ON THE 16TH!

My mom bought tickets for herself, Shelby and me. I am so excited. Shelby more so though. She was jumping around. I swear she was going to tackle me to the ground.





I CAN'T WAIT!!!!

Currently listening:
Hairspray (Soundtrack to the Motion Picture)
By Marc Shaiman
Release date: 10 July, 2007

I... I...

SUCK AT LIFE!!!!




























































Damn.....

Currently listening:
School of Rock
By Various Artists
Release date: 30 September, 2003

Let The Rain Fall Down...

You know the coolest thing to do on a summer day?

Stand outside in the pouring rain in a tank top and jeans. Feels cool.

Although... cold. -_-

Currently watching:
School of Rock (Full Screen Edition)
Release date: 02 March, 2004

School's Out for the Summer!

OH MY GOSH! I want to thank everyone who showed up at the party on Friday night. It was so amazing. I definitely have the coolest friends on the face of this planet.

I hope everyone enjoyed the food. Well, obviously you did since there was hardly anything left over. The bonfire was fun to say the least. ^^ As was playing Mafia... World War II style. Oh good times.

And those who stayed super late, thanks. Talking helped me out alot for some reason. You guys rock.

I'm sure I will do something like that again. I hope. Just got to convince my mom and dad. -_-

Anyways, it is Summer and the strange weather ensues. And on my first day of vacation I shoveled dirt all morning, went to set building, found out my 'Greasepaint' DVD has been misplaced *sigh* and watched the Princess Bride + Series of Unforunate Events. Good movies. ^^

WOOOT! I AM A SENIOR!!! Scary-ness.

Currently watching:
Bridge To Terabithia (Full Screen Edition)
Release date: 19 June, 2007

I am a mistake... ?

I don't understand it. I thought you were being completely honest. I was. I was so excited and was ready to make it up. But then you said... "I think I made a mistake..." What the hell is that supposed to mean?

I was ready to give everything but got it thrown back in my face. Rejected. Not something I was expecting to happen. I mean.... do words have no meaning? I was being whole-heartedly honest and open with you. I meant every thing I said.

Did you though?

I didn't think that I was a mistake. Oh well. My heart is now crushed again. Not much I can do about I guess.

I'm sorry for being a mistake.

I'm sorry you regret it.

Currently listening:
My December
By Kelly Clarkson
Release date: 26 June, 2007

2007 5th Avenue High School Musical Awards

My first time performing at the 5th Ave awards for 'The Roar of the Greasepaint and the Smell of the Crowd'. Totally fun and a blast.

Oops...

I think I messed up.

No... I dunno... Anyways, everything is going great.

And I am depressed.

Not depressed, more like stuck(?) in the past. And I can't stop thinking about alot of things. I had to leave the talent show at my church in fear of breaking down in tears. Which I did once I left. -_- Stupid old love songs.

Currently listening:
Chicago
By Various Artists
Release date: 14 January, 2003

Saturday Night!

BORED! SO BORED!

BLECH.... >.< I had so much free time that i don't know what to do with myself. I mean I get my work done now and everything. It is really scary.

Anyone interested in getting together to go see Pirates 3 or Hairspray?

Currently reading:
Twilight
By Stephenie Meyer
Release date: 06 September, 2006

Its nothing personal...

Heee...

Thanks to the cast, I am now hooked on Avenue Q. Thanks. Really. XD

I am sad to realize that the fun is over now. The show was so awesome. We better get something from fifth ave. or they have serioue issues... -_- I love you all!

- Md.

(except if you didn't come see the show.... lol, Just playing. Kinda.)

Currently listening:
Avenue Q (2003 Original Broadway Cast)
By Jeff Marx
Release date: 07 October, 2003